Twilight: NEwMoon (Chasha's Version)

Hi..guys...Im back...Missed me...??

Lol..i dnt think sooo...

Hahaha..i noe i noee..SPM!but Spm cn wait 4awhile...

Just wanted to relax my brains.. :) lol

My brains needs breathing time!!!

Ystrday was awsome...

Spending time with ma cousin n bro..

And we watchd newmoon......

Lol!!It was okie laaa....

And yea..i actually cried...I CRIED!!!

haha...i dnt noe y..but im just sensitive wen it cmes to romantic stuff la...

I actually wish i had a bf to go n see it with...

Lol...atleast he would wipe away my tears...rite..??

Anyways..i haf a newmoon tale of ma own...

Related closely to ma life.(I would be suprise if u are still reading this..)

And tats why I actually cried during the movie...

It reminded me of stuffs I didnt wanna remember...

And it brought me memories I wishd it lasted...

And yea..I haf ma own Edward n ma own Jacob!

I luv them so much....BOTH of them!!

After the movie...my cousin told that it was nt fair..

wat bella did to Jacob...

I didnt agree...Cz at one point..in ma life...

I felt tat...I was in Bella's place..

It was nt easy..seriously it wasnt!

Anyways,my edward was smeone tat was nt easy to let go..

til nw.

He is smeone tat cmes to mind..evry nw and then..

Bt ma Jacob was there for me...all the time...

he knew me so well

and he loved me so much...so did my EDWARD!

Ma Jacob made me forget the hurt i went thrue wit Edward

Made me feel like a new person.

Loving me so much..

Bt yet...Edward is still in my heart.

Wen I am wit Jacob..I fil special...

Bt then...i dnt dare goin further than just bein friends...

Cz Edward is stil in my heart...

Bt you noe wat..I love my Jacob and I love my Edward so so very much

And I need both of them in my life

I reli dooo...

There were awesome times I spent wit Jacob...

I wish it could LAST!

it was breath taking!

and there were times tat I spent wit Edward...

Which is engraved in my mind's memory

And I never wanna erase it :)

Bt you noe wats the conclusion of my story??

I'll neither be with my Edward nor wil I be wit my Jacob..

Cauz I noe..it'll never happen...

We may be friends..bt not more than that...

~the end~

Copyrighted-Chasha!