Twilight: NEwMoon (Chasha's Version)

Hi..guys...Im back...Missed me...??

Lol..i dnt think sooo...

Hahaha..i noe i noee..SPM!but Spm cn wait 4awhile...

Just wanted to relax my brains.. :) lol

My brains needs breathing time!!!

Ystrday was awsome...

Spending time with ma cousin n bro..

And we watchd newmoon......

Lol!!It was okie laaa....

And yea..i actually cried...I CRIED!!!

haha...i dnt noe y..but im just sensitive wen it cmes to romantic stuff la...

I actually wish i had a bf to go n see it with...

Lol...atleast he would wipe away my tears...rite..??

Anyways..i haf a newmoon tale of ma own...

Related closely to ma life.(I would be suprise if u are still reading this..)

And tats why I actually cried during the movie...

It reminded me of stuffs I didnt wanna remember...

And it brought me memories I wishd it lasted...

And yea..I haf ma own Edward n ma own Jacob!

I luv them so much....BOTH of them!!

After the movie...my cousin told that it was nt fair..

wat bella did to Jacob...

I didnt agree...Cz at one point..in ma life...

I felt tat...I was in Bella's place..

It was nt easy..seriously it wasnt!

Anyways,my edward was smeone tat was nt easy to let go..

til nw.

He is smeone tat cmes to mind..evry nw and then..

Bt ma Jacob was there for me...all the time...

he knew me so well

and he loved me so much...so did my EDWARD!

Ma Jacob made me forget the hurt i went thrue wit Edward

Made me feel like a new person.

Loving me so much..

Bt yet...Edward is still in my heart.

Wen I am wit Jacob..I fil special...

Bt then...i dnt dare goin further than just bein friends...

Cz Edward is stil in my heart...

Bt you noe wat..I love my Jacob and I love my Edward so so very much

And I need both of them in my life

I reli dooo...

There were awesome times I spent wit Jacob...

I wish it could LAST!

it was breath taking!

and there were times tat I spent wit Edward...

Which is engraved in my mind's memory

And I never wanna erase it :)

Bt you noe wats the conclusion of my story??

I'll neither be with my Edward nor wil I be wit my Jacob..

Cauz I noe..it'll never happen...

We may be friends..bt not more than that...

~the end~

Copyrighted-Chasha!

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

Selamat tak terbuka

sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itupun aku mampu untuk

mengenangmu....

Darimu...kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...kaulah cinta sejati...

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan

yang terindah dalam hidupku...

Namun takan mudah bagiku

meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi sebagai

kenangan yang terindah...

A day I wil cherish the rest of my days :)

So ryteee...tdy....i decided to go to school..

Cz..it has been like one wik I didnt go,

I wen,n al my frens were like..'Charlene,kite orng semua ingat kau akn dtg mase SPM je..'

They were kindda shock to see me lar..

Since SPM is in like 8 days to go,

So my skewl did smethin calld "Reda Ilmu'

This is a programme the counselors of ma skewl cme up wit last year

Its a programme whre the teachers n students ask forgiveness

from each other and the teachers 'halalkan' al the ilmu tat they haf poured out to us al these years..

So yea..it was an emotional mment...

Whre teachers cried,n students cried.. : wiping tears:

And after tat,we started askin forgiveness frm our skewl mates

Tat was were al of us were in tears..n we were hugging each other

and kissin each other..

And for sme jobless ppl who should be studyin

Were takin sme random pics so tat the memories wil last..

I hope tat we wil stil cherish each other in our dear hearts

and never forget the memories we shared tgether ")

I luv u guys!!!

And guys,I'm so sorry if I have hurt you in the past

intentionally or unintentionally..

N i hpe al of u wil get gud results in SPM..

U guys are surely in my prayer list ")

Do enjoy the video...hahah... :)

Luv ,chasha

Im sooowie.......

Wat did I do to make this happend?

I tried ma very best to kip it strong....

I guess ma best is nt enough..

It hurts so bad..yet not knwing hw to show..

Wanna cry knwing al hpe is gne..

Why does dis kip happenin??

Over and over again...??

Smeone close told me...

Tat you have to pick urself up..

Wen all things fall apart...

Cz smetimes,there wnt be anyone to help us up..

Have I lossen hope...?

Tat I dun noe..

But if things dun work out...

Smeday...just haf to move on...

Will I be able to??

Nissan Skyline R35!

OMG!!

Can you like SEE this beauty!!!woosshhhhhh....

Imagine wit me...Im in this car...driving wit ma black shades...

waving at u!!

Hahaha..my DREAM car...wat a beauty!!!

Powered by the VR38DETT engine, a V6 3,799 cc

Horsepower : 480 bhp (360 kW) at 6400 rpm*

Price : US$ 76 840 to US$ 79 090

Top speed : 193 mph

Will I be able to own one..???

JUST WAIT N SEE!!!

LIL THINGS DO MATTER

Have you ever felt like you wanna say smethin

but..smehw u dnt noe hw to put it into words...??

fill so cnfused,yet so sure.... ??

u noe tats its wrng,bt u want it to be rite??

fillin so alone...yet so many surrounding you?

Fill like cryin,but nt knwing the reason why??

fill so sad and angry,but dnt wanna shw it to the person...??

just wanna hide it..but yet you want smeone to knw abt it...??

Smeone to understand??

it fills so stupid...yet so real...??

THE LIL THINGS DO RELI MATTER!!