b.r.o.k.e.n-h.e.a.r.t.e.d-g.u.r.l

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

My Baby Gurl!

Hye ya'll!

Hahaha...my week haf been pretty crazy..with tears n hurt n stuff..

LOL

Bt im stil the sme me...hahahha!

Anyways..I already mis ma baby gal!Ma Joyce...

Haiz..hw i miss her!

My mum was taking care of her since she was like 3 mnths old!

And nw she's like part of the family!

She already 3 years old..n her family is planning to shift..

So Joyce wnt be cming here nymre!

I reli wil mis her like CRAZY!!

She's like ma baby sis..

If i had a bad day in skewl..i just cnt wait to cme hme

Cz she'll be thre...

I dnt noe..its like when i see her

My hurt goes away..

Once..i remember

I cme bac hme frm skewl

N i wen to the room..without hugging her before cming in

I kindda had a bad day..so i straight wen in the room

And tears just poured dwn ma cheeks

Joyce came..she hugged me

And she askd me ..

"Akka,y crying..?"

Then she wiped my tears!

Tat was so precious!

And she is a super sensitive gal...

I seldom scold her..

So one day..she was just nt listening..

I told her nt to do smething

very firmly...

and she started cryin...

bt wen my mum does tat ...

She doesnt cry...

I reli felt bad..

Bt its this kindda things that reminds me of her

I reli mis her so much...

And I Just wan her to noe..

Tat I'll always love her...

Times we had together was so so so precious!

And I pray,that she'll not forget me..

And stil remain close!!

I LURV U JO-JOYCE!!!

p:s...nw no one to watch lil einstein wit!!!hahaha

Pictures of Joyce!njoy :)

Twilight: NEwMoon (Chasha's Version)

Hi..guys...Im back...Missed me...??

Lol..i dnt think sooo...

Hahaha..i noe i noee..SPM!but Spm cn wait 4awhile...

Just wanted to relax my brains.. :) lol

My brains needs breathing time!!!

Ystrday was awsome...

Spending time with ma cousin n bro..

And we watchd newmoon......

Lol!!It was okie laaa....

And yea..i actually cried...I CRIED!!!

haha...i dnt noe y..but im just sensitive wen it cmes to romantic stuff la...

I actually wish i had a bf to go n see it with...

Lol...atleast he would wipe away my tears...rite..??

Anyways..i haf a newmoon tale of ma own...

Related closely to ma life.(I would be suprise if u are still reading this..)

And tats why I actually cried during the movie...

It reminded me of stuffs I didnt wanna remember...

And it brought me memories I wishd it lasted...

And yea..I haf ma own Edward n ma own Jacob!

I luv them so much....BOTH of them!!

After the movie...my cousin told that it was nt fair..

wat bella did to Jacob...

I didnt agree...Cz at one point..in ma life...

I felt tat...I was in Bella's place..

It was nt easy..seriously it wasnt!

Anyways,my edward was smeone tat was nt easy to let go..

til nw.

He is smeone tat cmes to mind..evry nw and then..

Bt ma Jacob was there for me...all the time...

he knew me so well

and he loved me so much...so did my EDWARD!

Ma Jacob made me forget the hurt i went thrue wit Edward

Made me feel like a new person.

Loving me so much..

Bt yet...Edward is still in my heart.

Wen I am wit Jacob..I fil special...

Bt then...i dnt dare goin further than just bein friends...

Cz Edward is stil in my heart...

Bt you noe wat..I love my Jacob and I love my Edward so so very much

And I need both of them in my life

I reli dooo...

There were awesome times I spent wit Jacob...

I wish it could LAST!

it was breath taking!

and there were times tat I spent wit Edward...

Which is engraved in my mind's memory

And I never wanna erase it :)

Bt you noe wats the conclusion of my story??

I'll neither be with my Edward nor wil I be wit my Jacob..

Cauz I noe..it'll never happen...

We may be friends..bt not more than that...

~the end~

Copyrighted-Chasha!

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

Selamat tak terbuka

sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itupun aku mampu untuk

mengenangmu....

Darimu...kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...kaulah cinta sejati...

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan

yang terindah dalam hidupku...

Namun takan mudah bagiku

meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi sebagai

kenangan yang terindah...

A day I wil cherish the rest of my days :)

So ryteee...tdy....i decided to go to school..

Cz..it has been like one wik I didnt go,

I wen,n al my frens were like..'Charlene,kite orng semua ingat kau akn dtg mase SPM je..'

They were kindda shock to see me lar..

Since SPM is in like 8 days to go,

So my skewl did smethin calld "Reda Ilmu'

This is a programme the counselors of ma skewl cme up wit last year

Its a programme whre the teachers n students ask forgiveness

from each other and the teachers 'halalkan' al the ilmu tat they haf poured out to us al these years..

So yea..it was an emotional mment...

Whre teachers cried,n students cried.. : wiping tears:

And after tat,we started askin forgiveness frm our skewl mates

Tat was were al of us were in tears..n we were hugging each other

and kissin each other..

And for sme jobless ppl who should be studyin

Were takin sme random pics so tat the memories wil last..

I hope tat we wil stil cherish each other in our dear hearts

and never forget the memories we shared tgether ")

I luv u guys!!!

And guys,I'm so sorry if I have hurt you in the past

intentionally or unintentionally..

N i hpe al of u wil get gud results in SPM..

U guys are surely in my prayer list ")

Do enjoy the video...hahah... :)

Luv ,chasha

Im sooowie.......

Wat did I do to make this happend?

I tried ma very best to kip it strong....

I guess ma best is nt enough..

It hurts so bad..yet not knwing hw to show..

Wanna cry knwing al hpe is gne..

Why does dis kip happenin??

Over and over again...??

Smeone close told me...

Tat you have to pick urself up..

Wen all things fall apart...

Cz smetimes,there wnt be anyone to help us up..

Have I lossen hope...?

Tat I dun noe..

But if things dun work out...

Smeday...just haf to move on...

Will I be able to??

Nissan Skyline R35!

OMG!!

Can you like SEE this beauty!!!woosshhhhhh....

Imagine wit me...Im in this car...driving wit ma black shades...

waving at u!!

Hahaha..my DREAM car...wat a beauty!!!

Powered by the VR38DETT engine, a V6 3,799 cc

Horsepower : 480 bhp (360 kW) at 6400 rpm*

Price : US$ 76 840 to US$ 79 090

Top speed : 193 mph

Will I be able to own one..???

JUST WAIT N SEE!!!

LIL THINGS DO MATTER

Have you ever felt like you wanna say smethin

but..smehw u dnt noe hw to put it into words...??

fill so cnfused,yet so sure.... ??

u noe tats its wrng,bt u want it to be rite??

fillin so alone...yet so many surrounding you?

Fill like cryin,but nt knwing the reason why??

fill so sad and angry,but dnt wanna shw it to the person...??

just wanna hide it..but yet you want smeone to knw abt it...??

Smeone to understand??

it fills so stupid...yet so real...??

THE LIL THINGS DO RELI MATTER!!

ShoocKing!

Ma baby...u continue suprising me in so many ways...

I thought I knew you..and that i could predict you..but you proved me wrong.

And you know wat..I luv suprises!

Haha..baby...i luv u soo much...n knwing that smeone luvs me this much..

I am sooo super greatful..

I am happy God made our paths cross

Most of the time,you bring out the gud in me....

there are times whre I get angry and irritated

Bt it never made me stop loving you!

U make ma mind go wuuu wuuu wuuu

and you make ma heart go lub dap lub dap lub dap!

U may not be perfect ...

as we are all not made perfect

Bt ure inperfectness makes me luv u mre!

And baby boy...

I LUV U HONEY!!!

Luv

ChaSha ")

Arrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sooo sooooooooooooo superr slipy....

bt i cannot sliiippp....

cz I have to prepare myself for two exams tmrw!!!!

I noe..i noe...ridiculous ryteeee....yea..

SPM is near..n my school is havin examsss..haissshooo..:screams:

Bt..luckily I found JASBIR online!

Ma life saver....

So....he can kip me awake til I actually finish studyin!

THK GOD FOR FRENS! lol!!

Yea..so thought I would blog awhile...cz JASBIR is bein kindda quiet nw...

lol...'selingan' abit laaaarrrr

Hpe i'll do well and the xact paper actually cmes out tmrw!!

Haiz...cnt wait for all this to be OVER!!!

Kie la...I shall cntinue my studyin... :)

Muax!Luv Chasha!

MisSing YOu.....

Down beneath the moonlight and night breeze,

All alone surrounded by none,

The loneliness is slowly killing me,baby!

All I need is you,all I want is you.

Bt i'm not sure you feel the same....

Missing you is all I have in mind,

When I close my eyes,

I imagine I'm in your arms,

Bt then,

It fades away..

Cause' its nt reality..

Baby boy,

I never felt this way before!

You are a part of me,

Which I cant live without!

I can't get my mind off you!

I seriously don't know what to do,

But baby,

No matter how far you are...

You're still in my heart...

And I hold on to that!

Where ever you are right now,

I wish I could kiss you goodnight..

Hug you tight,

And whisper those three words to you...

But all I can do is..

Kiss you through the phone..

StArtinG OfF!

Well hi..this is my first time blogging after a long long time..

Actually only will start my real blogging after my SPM which is like

almost 24 days to go..(kindda)

(i dnt no cz i didnt count..its scary!!!)

Will be back on the 08th of December..woohoooo!that's when real 'life' actually starts!

Cant wait for what life out thre has to bring ")

But so far...rite nw..at this mment..im actually gettin kindda sleepy lookin at

mitochondrians,n cell saps, n bla bla bla

LOL..anyway,i think i better get going..just dnt wan ma blog to luk super empty

so..i decided to write sme crap ")

here are sme pictures...enjoy ")

cheers... chasha ( Charlene Shawna)

my bro n I..the MU fan


My family..frm left..my dad,bro,elder bro,sis-in-law,me and mum

my 2nd bday!!

Awwww..so loving.. ") (we are sharing yogurt)

Here we are again..the double duo's!!
Cant be separated ")

Heart my family..